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on my trashy stereo - Marilyn Manson/antichrist superstar
it's Halloween and i called my rents to wish them a happy one. Sort of sad that i'm staying in this year, but then again, i had my fill of the spooky spirit, gracing 2 parties this past weekend. Dy went as a 'day of the dead' skullman complete with a bottle of fine tequilla and me a gothy/lolita babydoll complete with a creepy stuffed cat. First party was all rukkus as people got pished drunk (appropriate term considering all the brits there) and mayhem ensued. oh yeah, and some ghoulish boss propositioned me to spank his bum amongst other things. Foreigners can be so bold. The next nite's festivities was spent watching classic films like 'Dead Alive' and 'Night of the Living Dead'. simply lovely... i just realized that the 1st is tomorrow and i dont have a new layout for nov. too busy creating working webpages for Fake Cake. Yo, Et-chan, make my image already! on my trashy stereo - Ladytron/604:
last nite, me and Karen saw 'The Ring'. I have to admit, it spooked me. more so then anything i have seen to date (well, maybe that one time i saw a druggie streetwalker being caressed by a dirty streetvagabond on Hollywood blvd in a horizontal position). When we came home, i had to turn on all the lights on my mad rush to the bathroom and then the phone rang... It was Dy calling from NYC to see if i wrecked his car yet. Such love and confidence, i know. I tried reading some Paradise Kiss 3 but it wouldn't help. I kept thinking of the obake girl and her madness to inflict pain on others. Pure Child Evil completely 'antisocial' (see chart below). Although, this movie has renewed my interest to have a Japanese horror moviethon. I'll have to recommend this movie to my dad. Now i await my phone call with the UE office, which can be just as scary. on my trashy stereo - Beck/midnite vultures
i feel like a hibernating bear, for i have just finished stuffing myself with raw fish (tekka maki) and am getting sleepy. Dy left to NYC this mornin' (lucky duck) and i got to drop him off. Oh yeah, this is a big step in our 'meshing' cuz he NEVER let me drive his car before. But before he left, he grabbed me and made me give a 'look me in the eye' promise that i wouldn't go galavanting all over town with it. After some sneaky giggling on my behalf, i squirmed out of his grip and hopped in the seat. god, sometimes i feel like such a kid around him. I might be a loner and a clean freak, but at least i'm not para'z.
on my trashy stereo - Angel Sanctuary/st (yes, i'm a geek)
So yeah, i went to the TINC concert last nite with Rudi. I have to say, i was mighty disappointed with the show cuz 1. we got there to hear the last few chords of Division of Laura Lee (which i wanted to see but we were runnin on the damned 'hawaiian time'), 2. The Locust, the next band was too speed/hardcore for me and i wish i understood them better cuz they rocked out, and 3. TINC played for at most, 1 hour. i feel as though i got ripped off and wasn't the only one. After the show, me and Rudi chilled by the merch booth to see capitolism at its best (or worst, i dunno) when this leftist came and sat down next to me and started bitching bout the show and how shitty it was. At the time, i was just contemplating about becoming a consumer of TINC wear but he started putting doubt in my mind. Then he left with his friend shouting at the leaving crowd at what a fuking rip-off the show was... it was great. but then my shopaholic need came back and i bought a tee. Needless to say, i won't be going to any of their concerts again so i might as well get a souvenir from this one. did i forget to mention during their performance, a guy streaked across the stage into the audience? on my trashy stereo - Kylie Minogue
 on my trashy stereo - T(I)NC/up for sale (video)
Just finished some errands with Dy today. He was 2 hours late in picking me up but i'm in a forgivable mood today. Last nite was lady's nite as I was able to coax Mong to come with me to Club Synthetic and rok out in trendzy Silverlake. They moved to a new local, and despite having to wait about an hour in line, the dancefloor was groovy and attitudes where on high. Some guy kept touching my ass while tha freakish girl dancers were the main attraction. Needless to say, it was a good event for something that was entree gratuite. later on tonight we are heading off to Jess & Mong's to celebrate Mong's b-day (tomorrow) and their housewarming party. They got the grill going and it's gonna be a bbq mixer, yummm! but for now, i'm gonna try work on some stuff for my portfolio. I'm sooo loving the printer Dy bought so i can use it! he's such a sweetie... on my trashy stereo - Call & Response
Just saw the latest Vines video and am now kickin myself in the ass for not attempting to be an extra in it. Damn it Rudi, the next time i turn chicken shite bout public appearences, please choke my neck. right now i'm having a catch-up AIM chat with Star David. I'm hear he's doing well and keeping up with his art. maybe we'll collaborate one day.. on my trashy stereo - K-OS/exit
The new obsession of Etsu & Thea Qooooooooo! So much that we got super excited when we saw a little chinese chibi wearing a Qoo-tee. Wahhh!! i had tons of fun with my Canadian bacons up in BC! that city is soo cosmo with the french/british/japanese/chinese cultures. too bad i didn't get to see a real live beaver but, i did get to see Et-chan freak out over a supa smart fly (it wouldn't leave the car no matter how much we tried to shoo it out! hmm, bio engineered?) and narrowly escaped being pooped on by a huge crow. hehehe* Anywayz, thanks Cyril and Etsu for welcoming me into their stylish flat! on my trashy stereo - Etsu's alien speech
I am full. i feel like a pig. Today is turkey day here in Canadia. We took a taxi boat to Granville Island to buy some fresh produce. We bought salmon, baguette, brie, grapes, wine, and pumpkin pie. yum yum. i am a piggie girl with a plump tummy testing the quality of diesel. Tomorrow is paint day. i look forward to creating some art with Et-chan. on my trashy stereo - canadian tv showing american shows
This trip to Vancouver has been one filled with good times, good food, and good scenery. I feel so clean here! And i'm walking lots and eating healthier! Et-chan and Hi-C have been wonderful hosts. This long weekend we were planing on heading down to seattle but things beyond my control have cancelled the trip. Too bad i didn't visit Miss Mary and Irma-ma (my condolences). Instead, we are gonna celebrate Thanksgiving Canadian style. Yesterday, we drove to Whistler to see the quaint snowboarding/skating town and loved it. There were tons of utties and beautiful scenery on the way there. We ate at 'PFK' (poulet frites kentucky) and it was yums! The forests and mountains were awe inspiring and i still can't get over the beauty of the the changing colors of the leaves. I've collected some to be pressed. oh yeah, and there's lots of asians here. very stylish, pretty asians.... and i am learning how to knit me a scarf, though, i'm really thinking bout buying the long one at Zara's. on my trashy stereo - Peaches/the teaches of peaches
frantically packing to the teaches of peaches for my Canadia trip. Will i ever get ovah my fear of bringing enough stuff? read my whore-o-scope for the month of Oct. Seems like the new moon is lucky for me again. it was yesterday and supposedly it will give Caps a good job change. this afternoon i got a call from a design firm i applied to god knows how long ago. i had no idea who the fuk they were but they knew me! wonder if it was smart to play along in the conversation or not, but the chick wanted me to send online samples of my work. i'm not gonna hold my breath,... much..................... on my trashy stereo - Belle & Sebastian/if you're feeling sinister
  on my trashy stereo - the AC cuz it's hot in herreee....
yesterday i went out clubbin' at Sugar for Saamy's bday. i was surprised that 2nd wife showed up too! it was fun. Saam was evaluating all the boys in the joint. I danced the funky monkey dance... 2 more days till i hit up the canadian bacons! yay! today, i made a mashpotato bunny with my leftovers. the uttie french waiter asked if it was for him and wanted to put it on display in the cabinet. then we saw Edwin and his skater friends. one worked for OBEY and had freaky eyes. he gave me Giant stickers. Later, me an Dy walked around Griffin Park. it was filled with LosAngelinos. I talked with a nervous park squirrel. i would have let him bite me if i knew he would later agree to be my pet, but Dy was worried i'd get some freaky desease. * damn, the thirst is back. i crave gallons of liquid bliss... on my trashy stereo - fischerspooner/#1
today is an amazing day. 4 people i know were born on this day. So, i give a big celebrated, shout it from the rooftops, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Saamy-saam, Therese, JiWon, and Tyrone. Don't forget to kiss your mothers for this miraculous day. oh nayy... So yesterday i saw this really good, fuked up movie called 'Das Experiment' created by the same guy that did 'Run Lola Run'. It even had the same actor that played Manny! Afterwards, the whole lot of us walked down to the Dresden for a couple of drinks. Sorry to say, the place didn't live up to my 'Swingers' expectation. it was small and smelled like olgovi home perm. that was the sign to call it a nite. i just finished making Kraka's party flyer and am getting tummy hunger urges. gonna make kau-kau now. on my trashy stereo - JSBX/experimental remixes
back from my trippy-trip to tha aina. As usual, i'm renewed with hope and excitement for my future. Also looking forward to my trip up to Vancouver BC to visit Et-chan & Hi-C on the 8th! Things that happened on this journey that made me more stupid, confused, contemplative: 1. almost died by the hands of a wigged-out crackhead driver on lewers st. 2. my mom is not afraid to commit caticide and is in awe of the 'goth' scene. 3. saw a play about the history of the vibrator at UH. 4. had a rubberband war with dad. 5. saw the movie 'Pumpkin' with Kat (she's a special ed. teacher, oh-nay). 6. attended a college mixer/block party, ran into friends i'd never thought i'd see there. 7. hung out with the oke-smay gang. 8. bling-bling shopped with my mom at Louis Vuitton. (*tanks moms!*) 9. reread Marilyn Manson's biography back at home and tackled JT LeRoy's novel "the heart is deceitful above all things" on my flight back. Both hold an element of disgust and horror in a well written and captivating read. I recommend both to anyone, although LeRoy's novel is NOT for the faint at heart. I almost broke down on the plane, and those who know me know i don't cry very easily. can we say book report boiz and grrls? i go eat my tonkatsu bento now... on my trashy stereo - woman slapping innocent child
Kickin' it @ Kraka's crib. Only moments ago, i was @ Kalen's catching up on times & life and trying to cut a deal transaction for Dy. Oh god, Krak and i just witnessed this footage on the news of this evil woman pounding her little girl in the back of her suv. white trash makes me mad... but yeah, we are glitz & glam'd and about to hit the waikiki ho'o laulei'a any minute. Kraka wants to check out the hotties. hehehe* after, i think a bunch of us are gonna profile @ a lesbo-bar downtown called the 'black garter". Tomorrow, i'm doing my American duty and voting in the primary then gonna see my life long friend tie the knot. Congrats Rusti!! on my trashy stereo - the humm of the AC, cuz it's mad hot!
in 24, i'll be hugging, my parents. so i guess it's worth all the freak-out attacks. and i think when i get in, my da's whisking me away to the beach for some fishing and swimming (Monday's are his day offs.) hope the plane ride is a'aight... but enough banter, must *start* packing NOW! on my trashy stereo - style channel's-Runway/fall 2002
Luella Bartley's my hero. and i'm freaking out on caffiene right now. Must paint, i will create. on my trashy stereo - Respect is Burning/vol. 2
on my trashy stereo - Golden Boy with Miss Kittin/'or
i feel antsy. i feel nervous. i feel antsy-nervous. i just remembered one of the many distorted philosophies created by mr. rude-boy-Joe. Hawaii is like masterbation. It becomes appealling & addictive, but it's really not good for you. now when i think about 'spreading the Aloha', i feel dirty... on my trashy stereo - the White Stripes/de stijl
on my trashy stereo - Jaffa/elevator
1. grabbed some java with Dy today 2. meditated more about becoming a 26yr old freshman, and 3. purchased some Strokes tickets for Karen and Rudi. Concert date is set for the 2nd of Nov. and i can't wait to rock out. oh and p.s. - fuk you ticketmasterbater for ripping off this poor girl on my trashy stereo - Chicks on Speed/rereleases of the unreleases
My tummy hurts. and i don't know if it's because i ate something funny, or if my body's internally freaking out over my situation with Dy because my brain won't. He talked about 'us' again and posed some very difficult questions to me. i didn't want to say anything, just hug him to death, but i knew he wouldn't be satisfied. I'm never good with taking nor confessing emotions and i do not want to hurt him. I like him a lot, but still cannot utter the 'L' word. I feel like a bitch, but would feel even more like one if i said it and later do something like move away. This situation is really breaking my heart and i feel like crawling under a rock. that's it. it's not my tummy that hurts, the feeling's a little higher up... on my trashy stereo - David Holmes/lets get killed
slight delay in making a new layout, but i've been feeling lazy the past 4 months. I compulsively drew all these flowers in illustrator, so bite me. i do not claim to be a web mistress, so trying out this scrolly-bar shite got me obsessed then happy that i figured it out and got it done. Yes, yes, i know there R like 12yr-olds running around now with kickass websites, but they can all bite my ass as well. I know nothing about 'hard coding' but sumhow managed to pull off this 'new look'. the ironic thing, is that i made a scroll window, but the layout itself is sort of 'long' so there's another scroll on the main window (for those on smaller screens or bulky browsers). how lame am i? took off all the personal discriptions, cuz i felt like an egocentric freak. Frick, just saw that Golden Boy and Miss Kittin is gonna play when i'm not frikin' here! so unfair! but maybe i'll be able to check out either the Clinic or the Peaches show when i get back. Gonna be heading off to 'tha rock in 10 days for Rusti's wedding. i guess Diesel's blackmail ads are working. So many friends of mine are getting married young! |
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